Author Archives: therabbitholez

About therabbitholez

I returned to this blog in September 2014, after a 2 year absence, due to depressive illness and homelessness. This journey charts the rocky road to recovery and my feelings about it, and getting a home together after losing everything, this too has been a rocky rocky, both things connected on many levels, but separate at the same time. If you want to know more please read my blog:) and comment on any blog you like I enjoy the interaction, and belong to a great community on here. Thanks for reading.:)

I Am Me


            Someday’s when the tears fall I’m left feeling bereft, grieving for the person that I was, unable to bridge the gap between who I am now. The grief really begins with, the idea that … Continue reading

Posted in Anxiety, Blogs, Depression, Mental Health | Tagged , , , , , , , , | 3 Comments

Chasing Rainbows


Sometimes I feel like Dorothy wearing ruby-red slippers click my heels 3 times and all will be alright in the end. Clearly, that is a fantasy one which I try to hold onto as I still struggle daily, with feelings … Continue reading

Posted in Anxiety, Blogs, Depression, Mental Health, Relationships | Tagged , , , , , , | 6 Comments

Controlling Out Of Control…


I’ve had the flu the last few weeks and it’s contributed to my mood being low, because I can’t shake this malaise it appears intrusive thoughts are becoming more present. Sometimes I feel that I’m never going to get complete … Continue reading

Posted in Blogs, Depression, Homelessness, Mental Health, Relationships | Tagged , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Joining The Dots…


It’s been awhile I know it’s a bit of a cliché whilst blogging was/is my lifeline, I don’t seem to be keeping up very well. It’s not like I don’t have anything to say, though I feel with all this … Continue reading

Posted in Blogs, Depression, Homelessness, Mental Health, Relationships | Tagged , , , , , , ,