When you make decisions to improve your lot, you feel a sense of achievement, that now you have something to work towards, now you have to find the will to get started.
Anyway I made a huge effort to find new accommodation at an affordable price which is no mean feat and was discouraged early on as most seemed out of my price range which led to more anxiety as the spectre of being out on the streets loomed.
I ache all over I don’t think I’ve untensed(is that a word?) in about five days, and I’ve taken loads of painkillers for this headache which won’t go, but I think that’s more to do with my diabetes, my blood sugar is all over the place.
Back to my day, i managed 3 viewings this afternoon, the first two were pretty dirty, and just looking at the bathroom in one just made my toes curl, so they were struck of, anyone suffering from anxiety and depression, it would go off the scale in those soulless houses.
Third time lucky, a nice house share, very clean, the other shares seemed nice and the landlady friendly and it’s within my budget and close to all the local amenities, so I’ve reserved my spot and just need to gather the necessary(money) together and hopefully will be moved in by the end of the week.
I have 2 more goals 1 which is pretty easy, and the 3rd I’ll look into in the new year.
So all in all not a bad day, though I’m mentally tired as well, but quite pleased with myself that I did what was required and maybe after a good nights sleep I’ll feel better about it.