I haven’t posted this week, because I’ve been really out of sorts, the week before had been quite stressfull, well it turned out to be the gift that kept giving.
Starting last Monday I had an horrendous argument with a colleague, partly my fault, however their reaction was so over the top, it shocked all of us who were there, unfortunately this person holds grudges, so it’s been a really crappy atmosphere.
Also I haven’t been keeping in touch with my friends, the ones who really matter, and still have to explain myself,(I don’t, but feel I should), I’m not having a depressive episode, but so much has been happening that I just need to step back for a bit to get my balance, then I’ll be ready to talk.
Blogging which has become in recent weeks a cathartic experience a lifeline if you will, has also taken it’s toll, recounting my journey has been quite painful sometimes, and tells me though in recovery I’ve still a long way to go.
Even with all this stuff swirling about me I’m in a good place mentally, meaning that I haven’t lost the plot, however still a little anxious, but at least my OCD has calmed down and I’m sleeping well.
I’ll be around this week to catch up with everyone.